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Penname: RoweenaC [Contact]
Real name: Ilka
Membership status: Member
Member since: September 14, 2008
Website: http://roweenac.livejournal.com/
Beta-reader: No

 

 

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I am an educator and work with children aged between 5 and 12 in a small town near Cologne in Germany.
I used to study English Literature, Archaeology and History but dropped out before the exam. Now, I'm enjoying my life and love my job.

I have done some writing in German, though I prefer English when I read and therefore write in that language, now. Furthermore, the show is way better in the OV than the synchronized version. Their German voices suck big time and they sound like high school boys... eeewww.

Having stumbled on the FanFics a few months ago, I'm totally addicted to reading those awesome stories. And I love reviewing almost as much as receiving them. Favorite topics in the stories as well as on TV are Dean in pain or emotional turmoil, taking on Demons etc. Yeah, I just like DEAN anyhow, he's just so...... ah, well you know. O oh, uhm. Wait I have to get my drool bucket. If Dean is really hurt bad or if he strips I'll be drooling across my keyboard. Um. Sounds kinda disgusting. I AM A NICE PERSON! HONESTLY!!! My own stories tend to be Dean-centered covering angsty, hurt, tortured, snarky and protective Dean. Don't do humour. Just can't get the hang of it and those colloquialisms are really tough to do.

I am a huge fan of the British Isles and try to go there at least every second year.... This year I will be there three times. God. Can't believe it.

I'm an Aquarius and suffer from a great deal of this sign's flaws. Short spans of concentration, volatility. But I love being an Aquarius still. Being able to think ahead, to come up with unusual views about the world. You know what I mean... being a revolutionizer, a rebel not to go with the flow but to find different approaches and invent new things... Ehem. Sorry... wandered off...

some adjectives to describe me: clumsy, moody, morose, happy, witty, pert, funny, quick-witted, cynical, cheeky, sarcastic, caring, helpful, loyal, rash, impatient, enthusiastic, less persistent, friendly, polite, quickly bored, phlegmatic, lazy, depressive, angry, pugnacious, fierce, quirky, messy and laughing a lot.

Um, and a bit more info 'bout myself now:

age: mid thirties (dreading my fortieth birthday a little, still got some time till then though *wipes sweat from forehead*)

music: not only classic rock, there's Depeche Mode (and any other wave/electro stuff) - nope, not a goth though

movies: l love vampires and horror movies. Batman (with Christian Bale, my other fav male actor, apart from Jensen), LoTR

TV shows: long list here; Supernatural (no, not kidding!! haha.) CSI (all 3 of 'em), Medium, Criminal Minds, House, Heroes, X-files and many more. Addicted to them... Haven't watched any of them lately. Only SN for that matter. Caught up in writing and reading your AWESOME stories.

books: hm, difficult, am an avid reader, especially when it comes to Horror, Sci-Fi and Fantasy. Have had a Stephen King phase, right now it's Neil Gaiman and Christopher Paolini. Also love Tolkien, Tad Williams ....

pets: 4 (!) guinea pigs - don't pay any rent them dirty squeaky fluffy cuddly piggies.

kids: no, not yet, though 125 at the day care... If that counts...

higher ed: well, been there, tried that (majors in English Lit and History), dropped out

fav quotes: "Dude, I full on swayzed that motherfucker" and "What am I supposed to do?"

fav epi: all of them...

fav scene: AHBL2, Dean's moment of grief... awh. Makes me wanna hug him and snog him all (yes all!) over. 

well, then that seems to be all so far.

And a shout to all ye GaLs. You know who you are. Loves ya all.

 

 




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Stories by RoweenaC
Summary:

 

My thoughts about the last scene....

I know it has been done a lot lately. Just have to get it out. Clogging up my brain... Haunting me.

 

Categories: Season, Short Characters: Dean
Genres: Poetry, Tag/Missing Scene
Warnings: Graphic Violence
Series: None Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes
Word count: 1005 Read Count: 1324
[Report This] Published: September 14, 2008 Updated: September 14, 2008


Summary:

****SPOILERS****

Dean following Sam, deep in thought. It is said to be sad and angsty and I think I agree... poor Dean, but he is so adorable when he is suffering.

Tag to episode 4.03 "In the Beginning", so pretty spoilery up to here...

Thanks to Jane, Cal and Bev for the quick beta-jobs!

Categories: Season, Short Characters: Dean
Genres: Angst, Family
Warnings: Major Spoilers, Tearjerker
Series: None Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes
Word count: 2693 Read Count: 2390
[Report This] Published: October 15, 2008 Updated: October 15, 2008


End of Days by RoweenaC Rated: M starstarstarhalf star [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

*** Spoilers for current season (up to 4.21)***

Dean and Sam have to take on Lucifer, separated and hurt both in their own ways... (follows mostly canon up to 4.21; after that AU)

 

"Winchester luck. No rest, no peace just war. Endless war. His father's words wormed their way into his thoughts. It ends now. I'm ending it. Not happening. Never."

Hurt Dean, tormented Sam

Lots of angst and graphic torment (mental and physical), therefore and for some future swearwords and gory action rated M.

Thanks to tumbleweed for her patience and beta'ing.

Banner can be found in story notes...

Categories: Season, AU Characters: Bobby, Dean, Other, Sam
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Tragedy
Warnings: Major Spoilers, Minor Character Death
Series: None Chapters: 6 Completed: No
Word count: 30184 Read Count: 2072
[Report This] Published: April 16, 2009 Updated: June 09, 2009


How I Feel by RoweenaC Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1]
Summary:

**** SPOILER for 4.10 Heaven and Hell****

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away!

(lyrics by Staind)

picks up right after named episode, thanks to tumbleweed again...

Categories: Season, Short Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Tag/Missing Scene
Warnings: Major Spoilers
Series: None Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes
Word count: 1983 Read Count: 1852
[Report This] Published: January 10, 2009 Updated: January 10, 2009


Summary:

**** SPOILERS FOR SEASON 4 UP TO EPI 10**** 

Graphic violence! Not a death fic but very, very dark!

My stomach lurches and I have to stop for an instant to steady myself while my conscience catches up with me. 

 

For tumbleweed! Girl what an awesome time we had! And ta for the quick beta!

Categories: Season, Short Characters: Dean
Genres: Angst, Horror, Tag/Missing Scene
Warnings: Graphic Violence, Major Spoilers
Series: None Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes
Word count: 1784 Read Count: 864
[Report This] Published: January 03, 2009 Updated: January 03, 2009


In and Out by RoweenaC Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 7]
Summary:

Christmas story for a Challenge over on UnGen...

Hurt!Dean, wee!chesters and a lot of Christmas season's spirit!

Merry Christmas!

Thx to my betas tumbleweed, jane and birdie! And special thanks to gaelic for letting me build on some of her ideas and beta'ing some of the story, ta hun!!!

Categories: Pre-season Characters: Dean, Jim M, John, Sam
Genres: Angst, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Wee!chester
Warnings: None
Series: None Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes
Word count: 5890 Read Count: 3894
[Report This] Published: December 17, 2008 Updated: December 17, 2008


It Only Hurts by RoweenaC Rated: eT starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

******SPOILERS***** Season 4 setting, so pretty much anything up to 4.09.

First published November 17 2008

Dean remembers a lot from his time "down under". More than he would ever want anyone - especially Sam - to know.

angsty!Dean

Thanks to Bev (birdie) and Cal (tumbleweed) for a quick beta!

 

 

Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.
Categories: Season, Short Characters: Dean
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Major Spoilers
Series: None Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes
Word count: 939 Read Count: 1516
[Report This] Published: November 23, 2008 Updated: November 23, 2008


Links by RoweenaC Rated: eT starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 11]
Summary:

This story has (as all my others) been posted before. However it is my first one ever written in English. Please be patient. It gets better after the first chapters. I wrote it in April and it cost a lot of nerves to post it the first time. Still does...

Set after Jus in Bello. Sam and Dean are driving through the country on the run from Lilith and her minions. Hurt!Dean and protective Dean, near DeathFic. Spoilers throughout Season1, 2 and up to Jus in Bello.

 

Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.
Categories: Season Characters: Dean, Lillith, Sam
Genres: Angst, General, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Minor Character Death
Series: None Chapters: 15 Completed: Yes
Word count: 47962 Read Count: 31440
[Report This] Published: September 14, 2008 Updated: October 15, 2008


Summary:

Dean contemplates his current state after returning from Hell. Angsty and a little bit of hurt!Dean and a protective!Sam to top it all.

Spoilers for the new season! So beware if ya haven't watched it!

And this story is kind of a sequel to a Teen!chester one shot I wrote a while back. No whumping or angst in that one. Can't put it here. Those who wanna read it have to visit my stuff over at UnGen...

 

Categories: Season Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: None
Series: None Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes
Word count: 2127 Read Count: 2057
[Report This] Published: October 03, 2008 Updated: October 03, 2008


Summary:

Oh, don't you make it my dyin', dyin', dyin'...cough...

set post series...

 

Categories: Post-season, Short, AU Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Tragedy
Warnings: Major Character Death
Series: None Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes
Word count: 2280 Read Count: 721
[Report This] Published: January 06, 2009 Updated: January 06, 2009


Summary:

Sad thing. One brother watches the other while his last breath leaves his lungs...

Couldn't make out which one is dying or who of them is watching.

 

Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.
Categories: Season, Short Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Tag/Missing Scene, Tragedy
Warnings: Major Character Death, Tearjerker
Series: None Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes
Word count: 319 Read Count: 636
[Report This] Published: November 23, 2008 Updated: November 23, 2008